180 days

Today is the 180th day. Approximately 6 months. How time flies.

I bet he doesn't remember me.

It is really time for me to cut the strings with him. He lost my contact number (I guess), so it's time for me to move on as well. Six months is really, really long. I don't harbour any feelings for him any more; I just hope that we will stay contact as normal friends.

The people around me keep telling me that he's a jerk. He wasn't a jerk in the past. He became one after that. Can I consider myself lucky? Haha.

I am still young. There are many opportunities for me. I really hope that the next one will be my last one too. After all, since young, I had always told myself that the guy I date will be my first and last, but it is not possible any more.

It might be tough, but I have to be brave and face the reality. Stay strong, Charmaine.

School break

I am currently having a two weeks school break. I'm not going to have a lot of rest, but, at least I don't have to wake up so early for two weeks! :D

I feel like blogging, but I don't know what to write. What should I write? Write about my life which will bore you? Or write about my opinions on a certain thing? Nah, I won't choose the latter lest I offend someone. The former is better. :)

Okay, so this week is the more relaxed week and next week will be my more hardworking week. Most of my project meetups are next week, hence, my free time is this week. I don't feel like uploading the photos on my blog; all of the photos are on my Facebook or Instagram. I update on my twitter, share songs on my Facebook, and upload photos on my Instagram. Do check out my Twitter and Instagram? Haha.

I will not be in Singapore for the next three days, and I hope that I will be able to find a lil' serenity during my short trip abroad. I love to go overseas because no one will recognise me and I am able to reflect a lot of things. Family and friends are good companions, but sometimes, I need to be alone.

How lovely would it be if I were able to travel to a new place, pick up a new language and meet new people. But of course, my heart will always be with Singapore. :)

Last sentence

Exams are over for this term! I'm so excited for the two weeks break to come even though I'll be working my ass off on projects. Well, at least I don't have to make myself crawl out of bed for the next two weeks!

Oh yes, GSS is here, but I have no moolah to spend! T.T I'm kinda sad, but I shall resist the temptation of spending for now! *nods head*

是时间往前走了。我不哭了。
不回头了。

First love

Love can be a happy thing, yet it makes one heartbroken too.

When you fall in love for the first time, you want to make him your first and only last man. But how many couples can actually do that?

First love hurts the most. 

I took a very long time to recover; maybe five months?

What I did isn't the good method, but I buried myself with books during school days(not), and I watch lots of  funny variety shows and dramas during the holidays. I went out at least twice a week during the school holidays and all I did was to have fun with my friends. 

It hurts, but I have to get going with my life. My life doesn't revolve around him. Anyway, he told me, "我还年轻，还有很多机会." It means that I am still young and still have many chances. Yes, I still have many chances(not many but at least more than him haha) and I should try to widen my social circle! Join more activities, meet new friends!

Get along with your life and bury the past at the bottom of your heart! All the best, Charmaine!