Life...

No one is able to comprehend the amount of stress I am going through now.

No one.

Did I make the right choice?

Social life, studies and sleep. Which of the two will you choose?

I chose studies and sleep. It doesn't mean that I won't have any social life though.

I once believed that these three will work out perfectly, but boy, was I wrong. I can't manage. Maybe I'm the only one that can't manage. Or maybe, I need to manage my time well. I am determined to change for the better from this semester onwards.

Did I make the right choice in allowing my friend to manage my Facebook account? Well, I am trying some sort of an experiment right now, to see whether my grades will pull up if I don't log into Facebook. If my grades do not pull up, then I guess I will be a heavy user of Facebook again. Haha. I hope I succeed!

It may sound stupid to do that, and maybe some people might talk behind my back, saying how silly it will be. However, this is my choice and I hope that everyone will respect(?) it.

I have said my piece.

Reminisce

I miss everything.

I know it's stupid to write this, but this is how I feel right now. 

I yearn for happiness. "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going." Easy to say, difficult to do.

I feel so helpless. Sometimes I want to lean on someone's shoulder and cry. Yes, crying won't help much, but I feel better after crying. Go ahead and call me weak. Even when I hang out with my friends, the feeling just came back and my tears are choked back down. Who will want to hang out with a person full of negativity? No one. Controlling is what I do.

Memories. It can't be erased. It just remains there, forever. "Sink it to the bottom," my brain said. But my heart refused. Such a minor problem yet I can make a fuss out of it I know. What should I do?

The problem lies within me. I can't let go. "It's not worth." I agree with you, but it's tough. 

我唔得在想佢啦, 但系好难哦...我真的好傻呀. 咳...唔紧要, 我得嘅! Charmaine 加油!

Blog revival

Hi. So as you can see, the blogging bug has hit me again. :D I know I know, it took many months for me to blog again.

Stuffs. Many things happened these few months. Sadness, happiness, new found friends etc.

Sadness. It's inevitable. What should I say? Haha. Well, everything is over, and I do not wish to mention it again. Just let the sadness part sink to the bottom of my heart, where no one will know or mention the sadness part to me again.

Happiness. Not really, but yes, I am gradually becoming happier now. Live positively!

New found friends. Of course I'm referring to my Poly friends! Haha.

Year 1 is over. Year 2 is coming. Uh oh. I want to lead a new life. I'm never gonna live like before anymore. Lead a fulfilling life, widen my social circle and meet new people! It's a cycle, ain't it?

Actually I wanted to blog about the sadness part, but this is a public platform, so no no.

I'm gonna join another CCA when school reopen. A sports CCA.

I will try to blog once a week from now on. :)