Reminisce

I miss everything.

I know it's stupid to write this, but this is how I feel right now. 

I yearn for happiness. "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going." Easy to say, difficult to do.

I feel so helpless. Sometimes I want to lean on someone's shoulder and cry. Yes, crying won't help much, but I feel better after crying. Go ahead and call me weak. Even when I hang out with my friends, the feeling just came back and my tears are choked back down. Who will want to hang out with a person full of negativity? No one. Controlling is what I do.

Memories. It can't be erased. It just remains there, forever. "Sink it to the bottom," my brain said. But my heart refused. Such a minor problem yet I can make a fuss out of it I know. What should I do?

The problem lies within me. I can't let go. "It's not worth." I agree with you, but it's tough. 

我唔得在想佢啦, 但系好难哦...我真的好傻呀. 咳...唔紧要, 我得嘅! Charmaine 加油!