What am I?

Why did I even attend University when I know that I am unable to cope? I am too naive to think that I will survive Uni. Oh well, I have been here for 2.5 years, half a year more to go before I graduate!

Life is not as smooth sailing as it seemed to be. As time passes by, I become a more broken person. I am so lost in a midst of sea and I need directions. I can't seem to focus on my objectives and goals. I need to find back my motivation in order to tide through all these. Charmaine, please focus, please do well for University, please find your objectives and goals!